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Sep. 11th, 2008

cthulhu kittie!

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Wow. It's been a really freaking long time.

Tons of things have happened since I last updated, so I figure I'll just give a basic rundown.

1.// Chris and I moved to his Mother's place. Talk about a strange mix of good idea and disaster.

2.// SCA stuff. Fantastic. Got an award.. Hidden Treasure of the Barony. =D Spiffiness. Started getting into gear for heavy weapons fighting, working on armor, etc, but that's on a hiatus.

3.// Things got crazy.. Well, crazier.

4.// Had a chance to work on movies, shows, and TV shows, etc.

5.// Went to Chris Kirkpatrick's (yes, the dude from *NSYNC) Fourth of July party. Awesomeness. And then bullshit. Chance to work in the entertainment business on only a GED and connections? Fail. See: Epic.

6.// More bullshit.

7.// More insanity.

8.// Started hanging out with Mark. Yayness.

9.// Even more bullshit and insanity.

10.// Moved in with Mark!

11.// Started hanging out with completely awesome people.. In other words.. Started hanging out less with the previous people in my life, and almost exclusively with Mark and his buddies.

12.// Ended up completely into Mark. Now dating him. Yay! <3

See the excitement?!?1 Haha.

Upcoming stuff?

Still trying to job hunt. Damn the economy. I've never known it to be next to impossible to find a job when everyone's getting ready to go back to college. Bastards. Need to get to work on studying for my GED so I can get the ball rolling, and get into Valencia. Looks like I'm going for a Digital Media major. General course for my Associates, no specialization. Definitely want to take some additional psychology, history, and journalism classes if possible. Going to take kickboxing as an elective. Haha.

Next weekend is the exclusive Clan of Xymox show at I-Bar. I'm psyched! =D Yay to John and George. Yay for Xymox. The same weekend is Freaky B's birthday, but we're celecbrating it the weekend after that. Should be fun times. Alcohol, hot tubs, awesome people, and possible nudity. How can you not love it?

Note to self: Find good recipe for Peanut Butter and Chocolate cookies, to feed Freaky B's sweet tooth.

Oh.. Akuma, my insane Siamese, ran away. Before moving in with mark, I got 'Ed'. =D She's the tiny runt of Little Joe's litter.. Black, with lighter hued stripes in the right light, and random white strands of fur. Big ears. Big feet. Big eyes. Over two months old, but still itty bitty. She's insane. And a ninja. She likes to kill and attack things... Her name is Echo Delta Charlie Foxtrot, Das Maschine. It's annoying to say the whole name when she's in trouble, so we call her 'Ed'. Or 'The Ed'. Or Ninja, Bastard, etc. I heart her. =D

So, people, if you're still out there in LJ land.. I feel the need to inform you that I think it's time for me to start a new LJ. Two, actually. A new general LJ to replace this one, and one for a daily log for dieting and such. Maybe another for personal shit.

Email me!!

amber.rife@gmail.com
Myspace:
www.myspace.com/suicidelust

If I know/knew you fairly well, email me and we'll exchange numbers again.

So long, and thanks for all the fish!

Feb. 23rd, 2008

cthulhu kittie!

I need votes! Help!

Prettiest Girl

http://www.sugarloot.com/entry/kJZEMMwlOZSVzw

I know it's a silly little contest, but I need a bit of pointless fun lately. Anyone feel like voting for me? I'd appreciate it!

Love and spankings!


Best Best Friends.
http://www.sugarloot.com/entry/kJZjgJUzmFnmQg

There are so many reasons why Chris is the best friend ever, I can't explain it all in a short caption. He's always honest, loving, and inspiring. He's there for me every second of the day, and I know nothing could ever happen to me while I'm with him. He makes me laugh no matter what kind of mood I'm in.. And goes out of his way to make sure I'm laughing as much as possible. He's never judgemental, but always honest. He's the one person that I could call for anything, and I know he'd be there in a heartbeat.

Please vote for us in this contest.


Best Photo
http://www.sugarloot.com/entry/EL8s4pOdYApxUg

Please vote for me. ;)


Roomates
http://www.sugarloot.com/entry/kJZJ4Lx0iqLMXA


Prettiest Eyes:
http://www.sugarloot.com/entry/ELsmGcRhLjOuWA

Please give me a ten for prettiest eyes. ^_^


Cutest Pet:
http://www.sugarloot.com/entry/kJZhaDm80jnE3Q

Please give Friday and Freya a 10, for cutest pet. =^_^=
cthulhu kittie!

Vote for me.. Yay! 10 Please. ^_^

Aug. 31st, 2007

cthulhu kittie!

(no subject)

A is for - Age: Twenty/
B is for - Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Yep.
C is for - Career in future: Psychologist/Social Worker, CLub Owner/Event Promoter, Photographer/Model, or Paralegal. o_O;
D is for - Dad's name: Calvin.
E is for - Essential item to bring to a party: Liquor.
F is for - Favorite song at the moment: And One: Military Fashion Show.
G is for - Guy/Girls you've kissed: A fair amount.
H is for - Hometown: Clearwater, FL, technically. I consider it all over NJ, though. =P
I is for - Instruments you play: A couple, none of them well.
J is for - Job title: Member of fetish troupe, for now. Hopefully student and something that makes money, soon.
K is for - Kids: When the world is ready for my hellspawn.
L is for - Living arrangement: 3/2 townhouse/condo/apt type thing, with 5 other people. EEP.
M is for - Mom's name: Cheryl.
N is for - Number of people you've slept with: Err... 7?
O is for - Overnight hospital stays: A few. A lot, including other people who I've stayed with.
P is for - Phobia[s]: Medical needles, drowning, falling from a great height, Heroin, etc.
Q is for - Quote you like: Only the dead have seen the end of war - Plato.
R is for - Relationship that lasted the longest: A year or so.
S is for - Sexual position: Almost any.
T is for - Time you wake up: WHenever I wake up, or whenever I need to.
U is for - Unique trait(s): No idea. lol.
V is for - Vegetable you love: Broccoli.. Zucchini.. Carrots.. =)
W is for - Worst habit: Smoking too much, drinking too much.
X is for - X-rays you've had: Dental, feet, and I think some others.
Y is for - Yummy food you make: This cuban dish I don't know the name of, Chili, vegetarian stir-fry, etc.
Z is for - Zodiac sign: Gemini.

a p p e a r a n c e .
HEIGHT: 5'2.5"
HAIR COLOR: Blondish blackish brownish. Needs to be dyed. I'm thinking black again, with some random electric blue and fuschia braids.
SKIN COLOR: Paleish?
EYE COLOR: Blue grey, with green sometimes.
PIERCINGS: Ears and labret/lip, for now.
TATTOOS: Eight, don't feel like listing, more to come.

r i g h t n o w .
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING?: Jean capris, rolled up.
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO?: It happens all the time (COLD)
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Tobacco, a koolaid mix that taste like liquid gummy bears (lemon-lime/black cherry).
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE?: Humid?
HOW ARE YOU?: Unproductive, bored, frustrated, antsy, etc.

d o y o u . . .
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: Nope.
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: Wasn't this covered already?
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: Usually.
LIKE TO DRIVE?: If I could. =P

f a v o r i t e s .
TV SHOW: House, 24, NUMB3RS, Criminal Minds, etc.
CONDITIONER: Anything with coconut, V05 kiwi-lime, cucumber and melon..
BOOK: The Client, A Time To Kill, Whispers-Voices of Paranoia, Dracula-The Darker Passions, Anita Blake series, etc.
MAGAZINE: Hmm.
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Coffee, Iced coffee, energy drinks, green tea.
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Party, do random stuff, play parties, Fatal Fetish stuff, relax, WoW, etc.
BAND OR GROUP: Cruxshadows, U2, Voltaire, VnV Nation, And One, etc.

h a v e y o u . . .
BROKEN THE LAW: Yes indeed.
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: Yep.
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: Of course.
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: A couple times.
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: Indeed.
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: I've fallen AGAINST a porta potty.. Does that count?
USED YOUR PARENTS' CREDIT CARD BEFORE: Yep.
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: Frequently.
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: Err.. Yeah. Oops.
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: A few.
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: Fairly often.

l o v e .
BOYFRIEND: Have one and miss one.
GIRLFRIEND: Nothing serious. Haha.
SEXUALITY: Whatever floats my boat?
CHILDREN: WE COVERED THIS ALREADY, DAMMIT!
CURRENT CRUSH: I plead the fifth.
BEEN IN LOVE?: Yes.
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: Yes, still.
BEEN HURT?: Yep.
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: Many.. Especially one. Scott. Losing him. But such is life. You learn from mistakes and get over them, don't dwell on your regrets.
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: Yep, haha.

r a n d o m .
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: Can someone give me one? xD
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: What CD player? Computer has a mix CD with wolfsheim, APC, and other such things on it..
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?: Electric blue, fuschia, or black.
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: Finishing this survey.
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST?: This idea of finishing this survey.
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: Who knows. Maybe Velvet Acid Christ.
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS?: Chris, Leann, Chaz, Joe, Ben, Neo, Scott (I hope), Sarah, Tom, etc.
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO?: Stuff... And more stuff. Have sex with your girlfriend?

w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t . . .

Fuck this.

Aug. 15th, 2007

cthulhu kittie!

Randomosity in a can - fun for the whole family!



Your Famous Last Words Will Be:



"I dunno, press the button and find out."




LiveJournal Username
Favorite Band
Secretly wants your momptgrimm
Is having your babyeverdying69666
Hates the way you laughlostnothings
Dreams of you every nightamaris_enslaved
Wants to get cats with youluciferzchild
This Fun Quiz created by liane at BlogQuiz.Net
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Bourbon

Congratulations! You're 130 proof, with specific scores in beer (100) , wine (83), and liquor (104).

Screw all that namby-pamby chick stuff, you're going straight for the bottle and a shot glass! It'll take more than a few shots of Wild Turkey or 99 Bananas before you start seeing pink elephants. You know how to handle your alcohol, and yourself at parties.








This test tracked 4 variables. How the score compared to the other people's:
Higher than 69% on proof
Higher than 79% on beer index
Higher than 65% on wine index
Higher than 85% on liquor index




Link: The Alcohol Knowledge Test written by hoppersplit on Ok Cupid










What Planet Are You From?


this quiz was made by The Autist Formerly Known As Tim

Mar. 28th, 2007

need

Hrmmm. Next, i do scott's xD

12 June 1987
Your date of conception was on or about 19 September 1986 which was a Friday.

You were born on a Friday
under the astrological sign Gemini.
Your Life path number is 7. (SEE END OF ENTRY)

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 4 & 22.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 3, 6, 8 & 11.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2446958.5.
The golden number for 1987 is 12.
The epact number for 1987 is 0.
The year 1987 was not a leap year.

Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/29/1987 and ending 2/16/1988.
You were born in the Chinese year of the Rabbit.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Elk; your plant is Mullein.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Mesore, the fourth month of the season of Shomu (Harvest).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 15 Sivan 5747.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 16 Sivan 5747.

The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.14.1.14 which is
12 baktun 18 katun 14 tun 1 uinal 14 kin

The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Friday, 14 Shavval 1407 (1407-10-14).

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 19 April 1987.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 19 April 1987.
The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 4 March 1987.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 7 June 1987.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 14 June 1987.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Thursday, 24 September 1987.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 14 April 1987.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 3 March 1987.

As of 3/29/2007 12:14:59 AM EST
You are 19 years old.
You are 237 months old.
You are 1,033 weeks old.
You are 7,230 days old.
You are 173,520 hours old.
You are 10,411,214 minutes old.
You are 624,672,899 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:
Marv Albert (1941) Chick Corea (1941) Jim Nabors (1932)
Anne Frank (1929) Vic Damone (1928) George Bush (1924)
Alexandre Tansman (1897)

Top songs of 1987
Faith by George Michael Livin' On a Prayer by Bon Jovi
Alone by Heart With or Without You by U2
La Bamba by Los Lobos I Wanna Dance with Somebody by Whitney Houston
Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now by Starship I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For by U2
Didn't We Almost Have It All by Whitney Houston I Knew You Were Waiting by Aretha Franklin & George Michael

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 2.82974559686888 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)



There are 75 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 20 candles.

Those 20 candles produce 20 BTUs,
or 5,040 calories of heat (that's only 5.0400 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.29 US ounces of water with that many candles.


In 1987 there were approximately 3.7 million births in the US.
In 1987 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1987 in the US there were 2,421,000 marriages (9.9%) and 1,157,000 divorces (4.8%)
In 1987 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.
In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

In 1987 the population of Australia was approximately 16,394,641.
In 1987 there were approximately 243,959 births in Australia.
In 1987 in Australia there were approximately 114,113 marriages and 39,725 divorces.
In 1987 in Australia there were approximately 117,321 deaths.


Your birthstone is Alexandrite

The Mystical properties of Alexandrite

Alexandrite can assist one in centering the self, reinforcing self-esteem, and augmenting ones ability to experience joy.
Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Pearl, Moonstone, Opal

Your birth tree is

Hornbeam, the good taste
Of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, tends to egoism, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads reasonable, disciplined life, looks for kindness, an emotional partner and acknowledgment, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with her feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.



There are 271 days till Christmas 2007!
There are 284 days till Orthodox Christmas!

The moon's phase on the day you were
born was waning gibbous.

7 (7, 16/7, 25/7, 34/7)
The Life Path 7 suggests that you entered this plane with a gift for investigation, analysis, and keen observation. You are a thinker of the first order. You evaluate situations very quickly, and with amazing accuracy. As a result, you are thorough and complete in your work, the perfectionist who expects everyone else to meet a high standard of performance, too.

A Life Path 7 person is a peaceful and affectionate soul. But you guard your connection to people carefully. It's easy for you to detect deception and recognize insincere people, and you avoid them. You aren't one to have a wide circle of friends, but once you accept someone as a friend, it's for life. It's as if you must get to know someone a lot better before you allow the wall surrounding you to be penetrated. Chances are you are a very charming and refined individual with great poise and a quick wit. Nonetheless, there is an exclusiveness about you. You probably aren't a very social person. Your reserve is often taken to be aloofness, but actually, it's not that at all. It is merely a cover up for your basic feeling of insecurity. There's no rush, It takes time for you to warm up to new friends. Clubs and organizations hold little interest for you; you are not a joiner.

You actually like being alone and away from the hustle and bustle of modern life. In many ways, you would have fit in better in much earlier times when the pace of life was less hectic. You need a good deal of quiet time to be with your own inner thoughts and dreams. You dislike crowds, noise, distractions, and confusion.

The overwhelming strength of the number 7 is reflected in the depth of thinking that is shown; you will garner knowledge from practically every source that you find. Intellectual, scientific, and studious, you don't accept a premise until you have dissected the subject and arrived at your own independent conclusion.

This is a very spiritual number and it often denotes a sort of spiritual wisdom that becomes apparent at a fairly early age. A built in inner guide providing a strong sense of intuition may set you up as being a law unto yourself. Whatever spiritual position you take, whether traditional or bizarre, you will cling to it with fervor. Once you have decided an issue, it is almost impossible to get you to revisit the question. Adaptability is not your style, and change for you is a rarity.

You rely heavily on your experiences and your intuition, rather than accepting advice from someone. Your hunches usually prove to be very accurate, and knowing this, you follow the directions they seem to guide.

In the most negative use of the 7 energies, you can become very pessimistic, lackadaisical, quarrelsome, and secretive. A Life Path 7 individual who is not living life fully and gaining through experiences, is a hard person to live with because of a serious lack of consideration for others. There is such a negative attitude. Indeed, operating on the negative side of the 7 can produce a very selfish and spoiled individual and living with one can be a challenge. This may be why some 7s actually prefer living alone. If you have any of the negative traits they are very difficult to get rid of because you tend to feel that the world really does owe you a living or that in some way you are not being fairly treated.

Fortunately, the negative 7 is not the typical 7, at least not without some mitigating positive traits. This number is one that seems to have some major shifts from highs to lows. Stability in feelings may be elusive for you.

Jul. 15th, 2006

states - spoiled_beauty

It's the stars that lie to you...

..A quarter after four a.m., and I'm still awake.. I'm stuck in what can only most accurately be described as a hypnagogic state.. This strange fugue state that's so much like a daydream; it feels almost as if I'm pacing in the center of a path that leads to complete wakefulness in one direction, and to sleep in the other.

I can't stop thinking about Scott.. I miss him so much, and I just want to go home. My court date is on Aug. 3rd. Everything should go relatively well, so that's one of the last things I'm worried about. We're taking the time up until the court date to think things over.. Get our heads straight.. And make a few decisions. I've done little more than read, chain smoke whenever I can get cigarettes, and sit back and quantify since I've been at my mother's place. I realize just how many mistakes I've made.. I know where I went wrong, and I know that I let my insecurities and fear take me over. I hated what I eventually became, but I couldn't seem to stop it. I wanted to so badly, but I couldn't. I should have never kept everything inside the way I did. I just shoved it to the darkest recess of my mind, and tried to pretend it wasn't there.. It was, though. I think all of this bullshit could have been avoided if we had communicated more, and at the right times, rather than keeping things to ourselves and then letting it escalate into an argument. Well, in my case at least.

Now that I've realized where I went wrong, I want so badly to make things right. I'm not entirely sure if that will happen, though. If it doesn't, it's nobodies fault but my own.. I've fucked up so many times and so often, that I refuse to blame any of this on him.. Even if he had a hand in bringing it all to this, I've fucked up more than enough to rightfully place all the blame on myself.

I cried, today.

And yesterday.

And the day before.

I'm not 100% sure that I deserve his forgiveness, but either way, I'm mentally begging him for it.

I'm going to go smoke a cigarette, now.. And hopefully get a little sleep.


I wish he could read this..




I love you.. I'm sorry.. Please don't go.



"I've made a commitment, I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment; I found what I need in you

Why can't you just forgive me?
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way..."

-Staind - Right Here Waiting-


"i thought that the world had lost its sway
(its so hard sometimes)
then i fell in love with you
(then came you)
and you took that away
(its not so difficult, the world is not so difficult)"

-Blue October - Calling You-

Oct. 30th, 2005

states - spoiled_beauty

Have you ever..

loved somebody so much it
makes you cry, have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night, have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right...?




Hey, everyone that isn't reading this now because I havn't posted an entry with a point to it in ages, haha. ^_^

Well, I spilled my guts to, er.. this guy (lol) again, tonight. Aren't you suprised? Of course not. lol. It got me nowhere, again. I know I need to stop doing that, that I'm probablly making any chances I have with him go up in smoke. I just can't help it sometimes.

I wish I deserved him... He's fucking amazing.. Intelligent, funny, understanding, sweet.. hot as hell. lol. Hell, he's everything I could ever want in a guy, and then some. Frankly, he's the love of my life. But I guess that's what is wrong about this entire thing. I've worn my heart on my sleeve for most of the years that I've known him, and I suppose that was a mistake.. I need to learn how to 'open mouth - insert foot', heh. I never say the right things at the right times. I guess that's one of my major character flaws. Go figure. These feelings are going to be there for a long time, hiding somewhere inside me. If I can't express it properly, I can at least put a couple of song lyrics in here that do express it pretty well..

These lyrics pretty much scream my feelings loud and clear - not that I believe in angels (you'll understand what I mean when the second song is read).. But you know what I mean. >_> I know that he'd hear that, not that he'll ever read this, 'God' willing, but it won't matter. I think. I hope. =P Enjoy!? (Btw, theres a paragraph after the two songs.. and stuff.)

[x][X][x]


[x]-Avenged Sevenfold : Warmness On The Soul-[x] (Just strike out the 'hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make', 'unconditional love', and 'loves always been true' things. =\ More like 'my unconditional love', lmao..)


"Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.
And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you."


-=[x]=-


[x]-Savage Garden : I Knew I Loved You-[x]


">>Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
>>I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
>>I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
>>There's just no rhyme or reason
Only this sense of completion
And in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my best friend
>>I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
>>I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
*A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you
>>I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life"


[x][X][x]


Well, Kris is coming over to drop off these compilation CDs that I let her borrow.. About time, it's been like a month. Hehe.. <3 So yeah, I'll probably hear her tap-tapping on my window pretty soon. I'm going to go.. I'll most likely pass the fuck out well before she leaves. ^_^ I'm fucking tired, lol. I promise that my next entry will not only have a point to it, but will be cheerful too! WOW!! Hehe. 'Nite lovelys. <33

P.S.:
I think that I may have almost given up entirely on love.
I hope that doesn't happen.
[x]<33

"I found you here, now please just stay for a while.. I can move on with you around. I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever? I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you.... I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time; But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)... Seize the day or die regretting the time you I lost, It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over..."

[x]-Avenged Sevenfold : Sieze The Day-[x] (I wish. Bah. =P)

Oct. 24th, 2005

states - spoiled_beauty

Random, as usual.

Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.

2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.

3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.

4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
(This possibly will not apply to all).

5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.

6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.

7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.

8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.


Stolen from janey_is_silly







My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
spoiled_beauty goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as a pirate.
andrewdok tricks you! You get a broken balloon.
bleeding_chaosx gives you 5 mauve spearmint-flavoured pieces of taffy.
dboy gives you 9 dark green chocolate-flavoured wafers.
everdying69666 gives you 4 light orange cola-flavoured gumdrops.
fairyoftheglen gives you 19 red cherry-flavoured wafers.
idburn tricks you! You lose 32 pieces of candy!
ludic_nightmare tricks you! You get a rock.
rhiannonrising tricks you! You get a rock.
wwonka666 gives you 3 dark blue apple-flavoured gummy bats.
ze_izabella tricks you! You lose 2 pieces of candy!
spoiled_beauty ends up with 6 pieces of candy, a broken balloon, a rock, and a rock.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

May. 23rd, 2005

cthulhu kittie!

I need some money, so.. Read this..

Okay, I may have lost my job.. And I need money, badly.. My mother and I are getting taken off of government assistance, so we're kind of screwed money wise.. So yeah.. I'll put up a list of things I'm getting rid of, soon.. I'll eventually have more.. Mainly VHS tapes, books, clothes, CDs, and random stuff like that.. For descriptions of DVDs and VHS tapes, email me.. I'll have a description of any book next to it.. And pictures of clothes, the best quality I can pull off..

I really need some money for job hunting transportation, food, etc.. So buy my 'junk'!! lol.


(List will be posted soon..)

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